The days are longer ...less chaos,more emotions..My parents are here and my husband is at work most of the time..
My birthday passed,unnoticed by most as I had wished..Those who are close to me remembered it and wished me a good year..My expectations were low and few were the people who remembered..It did not matter...Life is a continuum and special dates rarely have an impact on our living,I think...
Today,I read another person's blog and felt the urge to write my feelings,myself! That blogger felt real and was clear..He had the same tone that I sometimes have and I enjoyed reading him...I thought to myself:May be I should make a come back to my shelter,to my shared thoughts,to pouring my feelings on paper...Few friends will read me and enjoy it...Other people will probably over read,analyze and create their own theories...It does not matter...The truth lies in my hands!
I met a lot of people in my life,from different backgrounds,different cultures,of variable intelligence and each and everyone of them was a source of inspiration for me..Life has taught me to be humble,never laugh at the misery of others..People are my inspiration...All of them...even the ones who challenge my patience and efface my compassion.
I feel so relieved and happy,that I see my fingers typing as quick as possible...ideas are racing in my head and I feel fortunate to be able to express myself,the woman I am...By the way,I am not bipolar,Danny!
Dramatization is what my daughter liked in my descriptions...I thought of keeping my blog to myself..Writing and hiding..But advancement would not happen without communication...As humans,we have this urge to express and share our thoughts..Some of us,post on facebook events and feelings,others hide and spy on the social website..but still want the knowledge of others lives..
If silence was the master,I would never be his slave..I love talking,gesturing,laughing ,crying,living,expressing myself!and I love writing...The days were empty without my blog or thinking about it,about the next idea and the next written laughter...I am happy to be back and thankful that I have the few of you as my audience!
So, I welcome myself back in your lives and wish you all good vibes and positive happy thoughts!
Love,
Roula.
My birthday passed,unnoticed by most as I had wished..Those who are close to me remembered it and wished me a good year..My expectations were low and few were the people who remembered..It did not matter...Life is a continuum and special dates rarely have an impact on our living,I think...
Today,I read another person's blog and felt the urge to write my feelings,myself! That blogger felt real and was clear..He had the same tone that I sometimes have and I enjoyed reading him...I thought to myself:May be I should make a come back to my shelter,to my shared thoughts,to pouring my feelings on paper...Few friends will read me and enjoy it...Other people will probably over read,analyze and create their own theories...It does not matter...The truth lies in my hands!
I met a lot of people in my life,from different backgrounds,different cultures,of variable intelligence and each and everyone of them was a source of inspiration for me..Life has taught me to be humble,never laugh at the misery of others..People are my inspiration...All of them...even the ones who challenge my patience and efface my compassion.
I feel so relieved and happy,that I see my fingers typing as quick as possible...ideas are racing in my head and I feel fortunate to be able to express myself,the woman I am...By the way,I am not bipolar,Danny!
Dramatization is what my daughter liked in my descriptions...I thought of keeping my blog to myself..Writing and hiding..But advancement would not happen without communication...As humans,we have this urge to express and share our thoughts..Some of us,post on facebook events and feelings,others hide and spy on the social website..but still want the knowledge of others lives..
If silence was the master,I would never be his slave..I love talking,gesturing,laughing ,crying,living,expressing myself!and I love writing...The days were empty without my blog or thinking about it,about the next idea and the next written laughter...I am happy to be back and thankful that I have the few of you as my audience!
So, I welcome myself back in your lives and wish you all good vibes and positive happy thoughts!
Love,
Roula.
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