People...people...people...
Sometimes I sit down and look around me and wonder what is going on in the head of this or that person...A twist in the sentence,an idea said in a different way is misunderstood...Some people have such a narrow vision that if you don't use the exact same words that they usually use,they would not understand you..or may be they could not understand you..The second theory is more plausible...
What I see,understand,assimilate and analyze seems sometimes quite impossible for others...
I see a flower and I think of God's creation ..I think how beautiful is the world...I also wonder how it all started...Is it God,or just the law of Nature?
This process does not happen for all...People can be automated to think and live a certain way and it is really hard for them to change..and why change?There is some sense of comfort and certainty in the routine of things...
Anyway,I like change,flexibility and people who challenge my way of thinking...Intelligent people attract me and stimulate my neurons!I also want my children to have this freedom of thinking,this evolutionary and always regenerating neuronal ,axonal stimulation...
About axonal stimulation,doesn't it all happen up there in the brain...So how come we say that we feel with our hearts?
I have too much love in my life and my heart nowadays...And I am afraid of tomorrow,when my house echoes only the voices and noises made by my children,and husband...I had forgotten that I once was loved too...that I too have parents who thought the world of me and still do...I had forgotten about all of it!
Life had made me so emotionally automated that I knew only one thing,the duty to give my love and expect nothing in return...and it just makes me cry now,to feel that I am so much loved and appreciated,but it also makes me so afraid of tomorrow...
So many feelings are in here,in my heart and up there in my brain,but I am not sure that I want to share it ...At least not now,when it is all happening...So I will stop here and try to think and feel...and enjoy the moment!
Love,
Roula.
Sometimes I sit down and look around me and wonder what is going on in the head of this or that person...A twist in the sentence,an idea said in a different way is misunderstood...Some people have such a narrow vision that if you don't use the exact same words that they usually use,they would not understand you..or may be they could not understand you..The second theory is more plausible...
What I see,understand,assimilate and analyze seems sometimes quite impossible for others...
I see a flower and I think of God's creation ..I think how beautiful is the world...I also wonder how it all started...Is it God,or just the law of Nature?
This process does not happen for all...People can be automated to think and live a certain way and it is really hard for them to change..and why change?There is some sense of comfort and certainty in the routine of things...
Anyway,I like change,flexibility and people who challenge my way of thinking...Intelligent people attract me and stimulate my neurons!I also want my children to have this freedom of thinking,this evolutionary and always regenerating neuronal ,axonal stimulation...
About axonal stimulation,doesn't it all happen up there in the brain...So how come we say that we feel with our hearts?
I have too much love in my life and my heart nowadays...And I am afraid of tomorrow,when my house echoes only the voices and noises made by my children,and husband...I had forgotten that I once was loved too...that I too have parents who thought the world of me and still do...I had forgotten about all of it!
Life had made me so emotionally automated that I knew only one thing,the duty to give my love and expect nothing in return...and it just makes me cry now,to feel that I am so much loved and appreciated,but it also makes me so afraid of tomorrow...
So many feelings are in here,in my heart and up there in my brain,but I am not sure that I want to share it ...At least not now,when it is all happening...So I will stop here and try to think and feel...and enjoy the moment!
Love,
Roula.
Of course you are so much loved… Your forgot about my love… You are my sister, you and me are one, same blood…
ReplyDeleteI love you beyond forever….